Anonymous asked: Is there anyone at all that you would want to fix a friendship with?

No.
I have answered this question before and I’ll say it again; everyone can get fucked.

Obviously the friendship/s fell apart for a reason. I’m not dumb enough anymore to go back.

I got home from the concert and just cried.

I’m so fucking over being depressed, I’m so over breathing, I’m so over being a waste of space, I’m so over being ‘that girl’, I’m so over the tears, I’m so over the hurt, I’m so over being in my own skin, I’m so over being myself, I’m so over being my own guidance, I’m so over wanting to end it all, I’m so over just being forgotten about after a while, I’m so over not being good enough, I’m so over the forgotten one, I’m over being just upset, I’m so over laying in bed all day pretending to be dead, I’m so over plotting my suicide, I’m so over not having anyone that actually cares,
I’m so over the fake friends, I’m so over being used, I’m so over constantly feeling like this, I’m so over fake smiling and faking feelings all the time.

But most of all I’m over living this life and I can’t escape it.